The third time he said to him, “Simon son of John, do you love me?” Peter was hurt because Jesus asked him the third time, “Do you love me?” He said, “Lord, you know all things; you know that I love you.” Jesus said, “Feed my sheep.”
This was the scripture God gave me as I was leaving school on Monday. I’m not sure why this verse, as I’m still trying to get out of my own mess, but I’ve been thinking about it all week, and I’ve sort of come to a conclusion:
Though I’m recovering, there are still so many of my friends who do not know Him and His amazing love for us. Even when I’m in despair and think that the world has turned its back on me, I still have God. Who do my friends have? Recently, my best friend from Taiwan got dumped by her boyfriend. Just a few days after my incident. I could relate to her helplessness and pain, but unlike me, she was unable to find comfort in anything. I feel compassion for her, and have decided to add her to my prayer list, because I know that this was God’s calling when He told me to feed his sheep. I know this might take months or even years, but God is always on time. :)
I also got the books I ordered from Amazon. I’ve read a bit of one of them, and the letters in there are enough to make my melt. I truly feel God talking to me as He looks on with loving eyes, calling me His princess. Will definitely write reviews for them when I’m done.